Point A to Point B - After 11 years

I reviewed my previous posts and was amazed at who I was back then.

A lot has happened since then. I strongly felt how miserable and broken I was when I started this blog.  But, being the ever-positive and change-maker that I was, I was able to hurdle the difficult past.

I am still with my husband.  He now has work, rather, business where I put 100% capitalization.  It keeps him busy and satisfied, at times.  He is now able to provide for our needs.  We now live in a semi-posh neighborhood but still able to keep our feet on the ground by working hard, really hard.  I am now able to travel, study if I want to, shop if I want to (but prefers not to accumulate too much unnecessary belongings), do something that I love or anything that would unclutter my mind.  I am now back on the drive seat of my life.  Still, I have my kids to consider.  I still worry about them, about their future when I am gone.  But that is no longer mine to mind.  They have their own life, their own choices, their own destiny.

In the past, I have so much gratitude in my heart that no matter how broke I was, I still wanted to give.  Growing up and marrying into a shaky foundation, I was used to struggling and trying to build security for me and my kids. I became self-sustaining amidst scarcity.  I prayed for Abundance and God gave me opportunities.  Paying forward, what I cannot give in terms of finances, I give in Service.  God is so attentive to my wants and needs and he opened the doors for me to realize all these wishes.  I am now in the most opportune place in the most opportune time.  God is good.  God is Magnificent.  God gave me Miracles.

I arrived on 24 June in Toronto to join a very good vessel for me in Serving Others Above Self.  On 28 June I came to Winnipeg to see my brother.  I am now staying with him in his home in Steinbach with his family.  Another dream has finally come true.  I can use this opportunity as a fresh start, or as a learning experience, or as a perfect time to recoup and plan for another project.  Whatever I am here for, is a result of what I wanted in my life.  God was listening... intently.  As usual, my flexible and creative self is awaiting for any opportunity that will unfold.

Thank You Lord, my God, my source of Unlimited Possibilities, my Infinite Universe, my Creative Power source.